January 30, 2006

what can i afford


it's a different drug this time.
that i try not to buy
i find myself craving this drug
an unfair gift
created by an ease out
of a curve of love

afraid of the consequences
yet unrestrained and receiving

i pay with what i can afford
yet i'm on a budget
i've paid too much before
and i never want to purchase it again.

unless
i am guarenteed a forever lasting high
i will pay everything

patience and time is what I will surrender
and let the warrior bust through the
barricades to my heart
my soul

he must love me more than I love him

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