January 30, 2006

broken but never meant to be broken

why does my heart feel broken but it was never there to be broke
somehow i tried not to let it feel
and it feels more with every word and glance
with every touch
i can't hide away from
the school girl jitters and excitement I get
i run everywhere
i feel hopeful and then hopeless
my ego goes down one notch again
why did i show you an obsession
why did i show you an intimacy that is of no purpose
an intimacy that is not romantic
nor love

my restrained love caught behind a wall
had been scooped up and saved by your
words and your bumps
and your eating maruchan
your sweaty bangs
and your flying hangs

why are you so inexperienced
why is it not later for you
but sooner for me

why can't you see it could be so fun with me
because we're children swinging from a tree
or students at a party

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